Entering university, i was an activist... with little experience in making friends (boys) . i was in my own bubble space. There re few girl friends from former school in that space.
Jadinya as what so called orang aktif persatuan, ruang lingkup kawan pun dah luas. Dealing with charismatic young leaders, buatkan saya rasa rendah diri juga. And after two years involved there was someone yang i got rather close and comfortable to chat with. He was always making a midnight phone call, discussing projek2 kelab so on so forth. Day light kan ada kelas, sukan kannn...fokus kelas lah siang siang.
First i did not realize anything unusual until my two roomates tetiba tegur " kau ni kannn, almost tiap2 malam dalam seminggu dia call bergayut lama2. ke ada menda ni udang balik mee kot ni."
bergayut diorang bagi kat atas muka kauuu! ko rasa apa perasaan. Kalau diorang tak switch on my otak pembaris i had nothing to do with that young leader except hal tugas. So, it was time i started thinking differently.
And guess what... after few months he kind of seeking my attention. That was might be nak kepastian samada i already had someone and was it ok for him to make a move.
Well, as the case was not clear i left it with unclear answer either. Easy.
clear for me was "be my girl friend." not lapik lapik even i understood that lapik lapik but i kinda straightforward person.
so there was nothing much happened, we continue to be the 'ok' buddy in the organization. cheered each other.
Jadinya as what so called orang aktif persatuan, ruang lingkup kawan pun dah luas. Dealing with charismatic young leaders, buatkan saya rasa rendah diri juga. And after two years involved there was someone yang i got rather close and comfortable to chat with. He was always making a midnight phone call, discussing projek2 kelab so on so forth. Day light kan ada kelas, sukan kannn...fokus kelas lah siang siang.
First i did not realize anything unusual until my two roomates tetiba tegur " kau ni kannn, almost tiap2 malam dalam seminggu dia call bergayut lama2. ke ada menda ni udang balik mee kot ni."
bergayut diorang bagi kat atas muka kauuu! ko rasa apa perasaan. Kalau diorang tak switch on my otak pembaris i had nothing to do with that young leader except hal tugas. So, it was time i started thinking differently.
And guess what... after few months he kind of seeking my attention. That was might be nak kepastian samada i already had someone and was it ok for him to make a move.
Well, as the case was not clear i left it with unclear answer either. Easy.
clear for me was "be my girl friend." not lapik lapik even i understood that lapik lapik but i kinda straightforward person.
so there was nothing much happened, we continue to be the 'ok' buddy in the organization. cheered each other.
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