DIHC part 2

   Entering university, i was an activist... with little experience in making friends (boys) . i was in my own bubble space. There re few girl friends from former school in that space.

    Jadinya as what so called orang aktif persatuan, ruang lingkup kawan pun dah luas. Dealing with charismatic young leaders, buatkan saya rasa rendah diri juga. And after two years involved there was someone yang i got rather close and comfortable to chat with. He was always making a midnight phone call, discussing projek2 kelab so on so forth. Day light kan ada kelas, sukan kannn...fokus kelas lah siang siang.

First i did not realize anything unusual until my two roomates tetiba tegur  " kau ni kannn, almost tiap2 malam dalam seminggu dia call bergayut lama2. ke ada menda ni udang balik mee kot ni."

bergayut diorang bagi kat atas muka kauuu! ko rasa apa perasaan. Kalau diorang tak switch on my otak pembaris i had nothing to do with that young leader except hal tugas.  So, it was time i started thinking differently.

And guess what... after few months he kind of seeking my attention. That was might be nak kepastian samada i already had someone and was it ok for him to make a move.

Well, as the case was not clear i left it with unclear answer either. Easy.

clear for me was "be my girl friend." not lapik lapik even i understood that lapik lapik but i kinda straightforward person.

so there was nothing much happened, we continue to be the 'ok'  buddy in the organization. cheered each other.

   

 



     

Do i have crush part 1

tadika = tak ada
sekolah rendah = adalah admire saja, not crushed
sekolah menengah = the one who fall first was him.
kolej- -
universiti - terjerumus sikit
final year - a contract bf.
2004- married with a total stranger. bukan semua di atas.

 It was not easy to get crushed with someone even a fall sebab girl high school. 2 tahun di kolej pun kolej semua perempuan.

half of my years during my secondary school i stayed in a hostel.

Masa tingkatan 3, ada junior rapat ke katil. Chit chat pasal sabun susu kambing la apa then she added "kak, abang saya nak kenal"

blurred. "Mana dia kenal saya?"

Rupanya adik satu dorm tu simpan gambar kita.

goshhh.

And the episode of contacting each other began. He made a call first


Si abang adalah pemain bola sepak liga perdana masa tu. Apa khabar tuan sekarang, harap tuan sihat hendaknya. Si junior saya tu which is adik kesayangan abangnya tu bagi share kad stadium abang to convince yang abang dia ni betul2 football player. main ke reserve ke saya tak pasti lah sebab tak pernah tanya.

that was my first sweet experience in my teenage years after all. thank you.

  Assalamualaikum
Hai

Salam 2020

Dah bersawang blog, tak tahu apa nak tulis. Alasan.

Padahal dalam facebook hari hari tak tau berapa kali sehari menulis.


Semalam tak lena tidur,  berfikir fikir facebook saya sudah tidak ada privasi untuk melontarkan isi hati, buah fikiran dan sepatah dua kata.

Ya tak salah kan? tapi bila tersalah anda kena bersedia untuk dikecam.

kaku juga untuk mula menulis di sini tapi eh, tiba tiba laju pula ideanya.

well, saya sudah 40 tahun sekarang tapi masih tetap cantik di mata saya sendiri. haha.

nanti kita sambung lagi.